catching up

Well hello hello little journal.
Right now, doing my resume for my OJT, in between researching for something totally unconnected and loading a Ghost Adventures episode in youtube haha.


Training is done, assessment was passed and I'll just wait for my license.
Yeah I'm happy :D.
My instructor said I'm a perfectionist (it's a curse) and has an artist's characteristics, I'm really weird aren't I.
Getting ready for my OJT, I hope for Shangri-La please!
And oh, Tuesday my bro JC went overseas already for his ship training, while this Wednesday my bro Julius just went home from his. And my dad's gonna come back soon too... ahh it's okay, what ever is the will of the Lord.

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lol that's not nice. I love Papa also, he deserves a lot.
And yeah, my sister is very very sick from her UTI, please let her get better God.


now the real reason for posting lol..

I guess I have some development in the obsession department.
I'm catching up with the third season of Ghost Adventures. Yeah I believe in the existence of spirits, having experienced a lot, fresh experiences from last night and the training center, but nothing harmful. As for the 3 guys, I cannot vouch for their authenticity but I'll believe them, and pray that they'll always be safe.
And man oh man, I'm starting to think Nick is a sensitive.
Spirits mention his name A LOT. I know Zak gets mentioned too but Nick's case, kinda alarming. He reminds me of Jamie, gets called a lot where ever he goes and he has spirit guides.
It is a fact that Nick catches most of the evidences, whether EVP or footage.
So earlier I watched their documentary again, just having seen the episode where they return to the Old Washoe Club and 2 more episodes following that.
(Because Nick gets called again in those episodes and EVPs from Debbie and Mark's site - here and here).
So documentary! Aside from the apparition and catching the dark figure in the hotel, seems to me he got possessed. Slight possession, where you'll be in a trance and nothing more. Before the flying brick moment, he was seriously out of it. Zak kept asking him and he wouldn't answer and just stare and look around. And then before they went to the room he was telling Zak 'this is the room', Zak was like 'what room?', and he answers 'the one I'm talking about.'
Reminds me, they won't tell what was Nick's paranormal experience/s.
Suspicious haha, I'm so bloody curious!!! That's why I'm gonna re-watch and catch up on all of the episodes lol. There, obsession!

..hmm May/June, my last obsession was The Pacific, it's already finished and I miss it yeah. I miss Leckie and his gang lol.
...Though I think I want to watch Generation Kill (and Band of Brothers) more.
Oh and, nights of research about human trafficking because of the film Trade, that really really upset me. I pray that someday, I may be able to help..
Then followed by revisiting my love for The Killers, then Muse, then of course inevitably spending nights on Youtube again haha.
Oh I can't wait for Justified lol.

These 'subjects', I know that this will always stay with me. I do change my feelings a lot and get fed up easily, but if I truly love them I will always come back to them.
I guess I'm really just OC.