Sunday, November 13, 2011

when people learn, people change

Hoho, never thought I'd post here again, but I'm getting back to my old self.
Although I'm more irritable and spoiled than ever, cynical and wiser too, I feel now that this is my character, I have to hold onto it and improve it.
I will not be easily swayed anymore. ^^

And for all that has happened, depression this year that was worse than before, it involved less crying but more of thoughts on dying and more hurting myself.
I know now, I survived, thank God. :)

The world, we all know and feel, doesn't make sense anymore.
But life is a miracle, we shall continue to live!

A lot has changed, JYJ is alive.
I choose to support them, and will wait for the 5. ♥

As for cassies as well, it is painful, and we have to tolerate a lot.
These people are the embodiment of what's right for us, of fighting Goliaths, hard work and love made of blood and sweat, brotherhood; so we will all try to protect them.

“..feel like I have found myself again for the first time in my life.”
- Changmin
Regarding comeback as TVXQ in an interview (February issue of Women Dong-A)

credit: mission4jyj

To me, means that, things just have to happen.
When we find joy from the hard times that has passed, when we recover after those, it tells us that, just as that, it was supposed to happen. ^^

Although I still don't know if I have found myself already, but at this time I know myself more. It is nice, and gives hope.
Hope, I realized, is not about assurance that a person will have a good future, but it means there's a possibility, and we are free to work hard for it.

Life is.. we are all after its meaning in the end, I pray to God that what he has given me, I will make good of it. That I may start my path to the life for me.

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