humanity.. I'mma let you finish but..

Libya, your people and the people who serve you, I'm sorry I wasn't able to do anything.
This is my lifetime, and many events had passed unknowingly, because countries were so far away with each other.
We have no excuse now, information can easily be reached if we want it.
MSM and NATO, it was shocking. The blatant lies, it's nothing new - 9/11, Iraq, Afghanistan, Osama.. but F U.
Arab Spring you say?
I don't know all about Gaddafi, but our country had experienced our own dictator. From asking my mom about it, I came to believe that if public servants didn't have their own personal interests, we wouldn't have our dictator ousted. I bet if the officials were happy with their positions, they wouldn't have defected.
Security in exchange of freedom, seems 'wrong' right? But it worked for them right?
Gaddafi was able to effectively serve Libya's interests. Libya was a good country.
They just have to ruin it.
Why Libya?? They didn't ask anyone to go in there!
Why not Somalia, Ghana, or the other countries that desperately need intervention?!
FUCK.
That depressed me for days, upon learning of what happened in Libya. And now I'm angry again.
Lies, lies, lies.
Now I see, much much clearer than before. It just solidified the truth for me.
If in the past years, I was still able to safely sleep on my bed even though there were conflicts and matters going on around the world. Now, I'm afraid.
It's a bomb waiting to blow up.

Wars, haven't we learned from the past?
Didn't anyone listen to the veterans at all?!

Honestly, I love reading and watching war movies, new and old.
Not only is it interesting to see the rules of war, the humanity and inhumanity of the soldiers, the brotherhood, and the hope in the civilians, it's also about the lessons.
THERE ARE NO VICTORS IN A WAR.
The veterans, they do survive, but a piece of their souls had already been taken from them, never to be regained.

I don't want to see war happen anymore, I did used to because I wanted to fight, to be a hero. I wanted to the die, as a glorified soldier.
But no more, please no more wars.

But alas, the gears had been turning for quite a while now.
What will happen, will happen.
I am afraid, for me and my family the most.
Dear God, let your will be done.