gone again

Papa has left again,  then my brother comes home in a few days.

I dunno I put this here, but me thinks every time they come and go I have to at least mention it here lol.

Feeling bad for my aging father, but also feeling.. more free when he's not, because he agitates everyone including my mom.

Will he become worse with age? T_T

We should be thankful that he is a good person with no vices, and would never hurt my mom. 

But I can't help but resent his immaturity, his narrow-minded views, his penchant for drama and he takes everything personally against him, yet you can say he is good. And we don't have ill feelings towards him, because he's just like that. Specially my brothers, who he was severely unreasonably strict when we were young. 

Working and going away always does good to him, when he's away from us it feels like he knows what do with himself. At home he's very uncomfortable.

/sigh

Whatever, we love him because he's our father.

I think time will soon come when we'll be tested how much, specially that he will be retiring soon. Maybe the family moving to his province will be good for him and for us.