I don't know when the next time I can update or use the internet will be. I can still check on at least marvel studios reddit but there'll be no internet back there. We're going back in a few hours.
Here I promise to stop myself from feeling bad, and stop feeling sorry for myself. It's just my disorder wanting me to feel the victim, by doing something or thinking about something terrible.
I'll still be mindful, and it's not like I want to talk about anything, but I'll just worry about my father when he discovers about what I did with the gun.
There will be lots of time to focus on drawing.
Got me some movies added to my hard drive, some artworks for inspiration, and lots of Stucky/Evanstan fanfics even though I won't be able to read them at all lol. Just the knowledge that I have them is enough.
It was a nice very few weeks, going out with everyone and staying in front of the pc all day.
My one regret and will probably make me cry is not being able to take screenshots of my Tree of Savior characters. T_T
I don't have the game here.
Korean/Japanese/Chinese Stucky/Sebastian twitter fans
H20 & Vanoss crew
r/unresolvedmysteries
r/morbidreality
r/serialkillers
4chan tv
ao3
Jaejoong
Twice
deviantart
luninosity
htp meme
pinterest
magicians on youtube
Thank you for keeping my mind not thinking, it was so bad at times.
I'm gonna miss many but, I have to start drawing.
God, if we'll survive later that would be great. Thank you for everything.
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