it's not working and i want it to work

I installed the MegaTen mmorpg in this primitive PC that I'm using but the game was too awesome for it. The game delivered a stun attack and there was nothing to cure the old machine but to do a system restore -wiped the game off like it didn't happen. ^_^

Bleh..

Oh and yesterday my dad went home, it's still all good!
My dad's a good guy, but me (Tiger), my mom (Tiger) and my dad (Monkey) have temper problems. Sometimes it's Tiger vs. Tiger vs. Monkey, or Tiger + Tiger vs. Monkey lol.
But really, I pray to God that this time, bless us all with patience.. they are the only people that matter to me, even when I feel like no one matters.. They are my family, I can ignore and forget everyone but not them. So, please this time, God.. we want it to work, don't make us all angry and get tired of each other. We've only been together for 20+ years ^^, can we live as happily and harmoniously as we can? Thanks..

And also, we celebrated Chinese New Year.. If money is evil, and we carry it with us everyday because it's a basic need, then it means this world is really too far gone.
To ask help from these spirits who will bring us good fortune and luck, I hope it's just because it's tradition, and faith is only for God.
Please don't let anyone go to hell, this world when people were born, was already headed for its demise.. we are only human and I'm sorry for our stubbornness.
For weak souls and weak minds, confused and blind, we don't deserve heaven but now I think, even those who are guilty doesn't deserve hell as well.. is there a person in his right mind who enjoys and laughs with such mirth when there are people suffering? If there is someone like that, maybe he'll enjoy hell.

.. but I digress lol.

I just pray, that I'd be left alone, that my family will be good with each other for a long time, and that people would be worthy to rest with God in peace, in the end.