Sunday, January 15, 2012

this anger

...where does this come from?

If I'm not preoccupied with thoughts of MegaTen and the only things that excites me at the moment and makes me smile and giddy, (or watching/reading a bl anime/manga), then I would be extremely very angry.
Bored and lazying around and feeling nothing is in between.

Tonight, I almost exploded at church. Just because I didn't want to go.
I was so angry I couldn't get a hold of my body, it was so stiff for the whole hour.. and I was glaring at everyone lol.
When I cam home my legs are aching, because I was so stiff.
Man, I'm getting worse.

No comments: