so much regret

LIKE WHY DIDN'T I DOWNLOAD THE VIDEO WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE??!!!
I procrastinated, ughhh dammit.

Today I wanted to watch this vid of Himuro Kyosuke and his song [IF YOU WANT] with footages of the tsunami, the victims, the rescue and recovery, as well as vids of loved ones reunited, schools re-opening and children coming back to school, and finally people looking out to the sea praying.
It was so beautiful I always cry watching it everytime.
BOO.

facepalms/slaps self/headdesks

It's gone T_T
And I will probably regret it for the rest of my life, like that time I accidentaly deleted a Yunjae vid that I cannot find anywhere anymore.
It was short, with sexy clips of Yunho and JJ from their Mirotic concert tour edited to perfectly fit a part in the song Mirotic (starts with the 'You know you got it' line then Minnie's scream.. TT_TT).
IT WAS UPLOADED IN HD. Best Yunjae vid for me.
To this day I still slap myself for that lol.

Ah well, hope to see you babies someday, somehow. Dx