what's cooking?

Whyyyyy it's soooo hot, everyday.. the hottest days I've felt.
WHY SUN WHY?
Yes, I'm blaming you for everything lol!!
Holy Week was maddenning T_T... but for the family, we survived the activities, we were mostly on the road until Easter Sunday.

And.. well I'm recieving communion again which made me 'feel sick' since I was a kid so it's not really my favorite part of the mass. But for my mom, I did it, eventhough I haven't had my Confession yet. She urged me to do the Confession, but I didn't.. it's not that I don't feel regret, it's just that there's no point. It's not like I'm gonna be 'clean' again if I go to confess to the priest and say a few Hail Mary's. It would be better to pray and ask for forgiveness everytime, and try not to fall from weakness too often. Maybe it's better to carry all my shortcomings as a burden and never forget them.
Yeah, our sins are all of our weaknessess.
God forgives us, but I'd rather not forget. I forget important things enough as it is.

Uhm, everyone's here including my bro who came home from Cebu. He'll be here for the whole April I think. And my dad's on medication so he is more cranky but it's good this time that I haven't exploded on him yet. There are times when some of my brothers almost would, but we all forget easily. And my sister.. is getting on my nerves more these days lol. Ahh sometimes I really... nevermind. I wish Papa would get better.

As of posting a 2nd magnitude 8+ EQ hit Indonesia.
The earth is really scary. And I really want to learn more, and read more, and watch more.
These are the things I'm only capable of doing right now.. apart from my usual internet stuff.
Feels like I'm still suspended in time.