because i'm ignorant and i understand little

Nationalism, Socialism, Capitalism, Communism -there's no long term answer!

As I try to follow the debates and fighting, I realize people only align and aggressively fight for ideals they believe in because the agenda suits them! 

Are all Nationalists anti-gay? Well, they're probably Conservatives as well right? Are they all? Some would also quote the bible, so they're all Christians too?

Ah, is it because gay people are most likely Liberals?

Yes, there is danger of cultural and identity loss, like what happened to my country after three occupations and globalization. It's embarrassing.

I support nationalistic pride, but it's dangerous if there's no tolerance to different race, beliefs, and people's preference. It's easily understandable the discontent people feel about immigrants, and sentiments against them will only surely elevate to the point everything is too late, like another widespread 'cleansing'.

But surely, they can't blame gay people for their social issues? I don't get it! 

There are no pure ideals because leaders will only push their agendas which are always colored with intolerance and hate among other things. Racism and bigotry will continue being the norm. 

Not to include religious belief systems, that's also messy. Look at my country, we have different factions of Muslim liberation groups because they also fight among themselves. 

Le sigh. 
Why can't we all just be like Liechtenstein?

I know, I know.. some religious and cultural traditions are inhumane that people feel the need to intervene, yeah it makes me angry as well. It makes me want to hurt people, and tell them to their faces that what they're doing is wrong. Most of the times I want to be a vigilante for justice.
Hate is.. I feel it too but it obviously doesn't solve anything. It's so confusing.

What do I believe in, then?

Human rights and everyone to respect it, because above everything else were all just great little humans.
Protect our children. To live honestly, to injure no one, [and] to give to each his own.

I have never identified strongly with any idea, because it's no use. The closest I've come to would be Existentialism, but it's a philosophy and even that I don't practice. Well this maybe the right time to start, with 'Don't do unto others what you don't want others do unto you'.
Learn about history.

The world is in a chaotic order, only because I believe that God is in heaven and is watching.

There is no justice in this world and there will never be.

People will continue to try and live comfortable, in pleasure, while at the same time thinking of those who suffer and in despair. There are those who do something and those who do nothing.

We will all focus on things and ideals we believe in, as we have always done. Consumed by, and living by it, no matter what belief it is, influenced by few of our human weaknesses -intolerance, pride, fear and arrogance. 

Nobody is right or wrong anymore for fighting for ideals, judged only by their humanity or inhumanity.

Time will continue to pass and we will all continue to survive until Globalization falls.

Then if World War III does come, we will all hopefully destroy each other, Kyrie Eleison. 

And finally in death there will be peace -where there will be no need to fight for justice, equality and freedom.

That's what I believe in.