Don't understand where this is coming from. Been trying not to fall asleep for days, giving in only on the wee ours of the very early morning on a workday. I have to wake up early later as well, but it's just scary to close the eyes and open them to a new day.
My brother's getting married to a girl we've met and known for a few years. Her family we haven't met once. We have to fly, probably in a smaller plane to an island province I've never been to.
I don't want to fly ;_;.
We're gonna meet a lot of people, too. It will be chaotic.
I'm shitting myself scared, that something bad might happen to us.
Yes I don't go out much. It's safe at home and this is probably just anxiety.
But I'm gonna pray, ask God not to take back our lives yet.
How to stop this feeling?
I'll try to stay up until it comes to fainting.
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